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Thursday 13 February 2014

Hiccups...

Its been a funny old week. 
Flashback to last Friday and another wet and windy evening.
And then, a text from my supervisor telling me that my application to register (the second hurdle of PhD life) had not been approved...
I was torn between tears, anger, bitterness and dejection, so after trying out all four emotions for size, I slept on it.
The next few days left a residue of those initial feelings, but gradually I've been able to look at the situation sensibly, and take the opportunity to evaluate where I am with all this at the moment.
Recently, whenever I've talked to people about my research, the emphasis shifts with each conversation. Far from convincing me that I simply had so much to talk about, (maybe those 80,000 words will come easily, I kidded myself...) I realised my ideas were still confused, unfocussed and needing a big kick up the bum, to be honest.
So having the application to register pushed back for amendments has been a blessing. Not only has it reminded me to be as stringent as I can at every stage, its also allowed me to shift my emphasis. A lightbulb has flashed on and I can see a way forwards. A few weeks ago I found a speech written by Mary Dawson in the 1950s, which puts into 5 pages of heartfelt prose, her whole ethos for what she set out to achieve at Newton Park College. It is the document I hoped to find, but didn't think I ever would. I now feel confident that there is a strong thread to follow, and that I can describe the postwar generation of women as one which, far from being hurled 'back' into domesticity, actually trained, worked, raised children and worked again successfully. In the terms of the society around them, they had knowledge that some of the battles of the previous generation of women had been 'won', and that progress would continue.
In all the research papers I've read so far, and in all the oral history interviews, there is little evidence of a feminist narrative. Reading around this, and also thinking about the women I grew up amongst, I can see this absence as a positive area to explore.
 So - I now have these as my research headings, and I think they make more sense and give more direction. 
1. Origins of Newton Park College & educational requirements of the postwar era
2. Mary Dawson’s role
3. Community, Place and Memory
4. Feminist tropes of the 1950s and 1960s – ‘agents for change and a battle fought?’ 
So, just a hiccup. And one that was well worth having!

Wednesday 5 February 2014

British Library Doctoral Day

Last week, along with three other PhD colleagues, I went to the British Library for one of their 'Doctoral Days', a training and information event which the BL organises on a regular basis. Friday's event was specifically aimed at historians, and gave us all the chance to hear what is available, useful, provided and disseminated for our potential benefit.

The whole day (with minor exceptions) was very useful and interesting. A series of speakers gave us all an insight into what the BL holds, and samples were on display for us to see and discuss with the archivists. I was particularly struck with the East India Company records, which featured in a separate talk, and the rich sources they could provide. None of this is relevant to my research, however, but it demonstrated the breadth and diversity of the BL collection.

Later in the day the group split, and two options were possible. Given the choice between Medieval resources and 'Oral History at the BL', I naturally opted for the oral history. I know about the various 'Sounds' projects, however the best part was that the talk was given by Rob Perks, a name I'm very familiar with. He wrote several of the texts I read for my undergraduate dissertation, so hearing him was a real treat. Another name which features in the world of oral history is Paul Thompson, whose book 'Voice of the Past' is extremely important in the field.

The talk, and some of the information we were told, made me realise just how immersed in the field of Oral History I have become, and how much I've been able to pass on to other people in the time I've been involved. Later this month I'll be delivering a lecture on the subject to the second year core module students, and hopefully this 'talking out' of the subject will help me to clarify some more ideas. Writing the paper, and producing the presentation, have already started to do this. 

So, for this part of the day alone, it was worth the trip. It was also huge fun to spend the day with colleagues Georgie, James and Helen, and get to understand one another a little better. Being together from 5.30am until 10pm is certainly a bonding exercise. 

With the length of the day in mind, we discussed the practicalities of travelling for study. Its certainly an expensive and time consuming process, and we are all envious of those scholars who live in closer proximity to the hub of things in London. The IHR is here, as well as many other organisations who offer regular lectures, seminars and research opportunities, but the cost and time implications mean we have to choose what to attend very carefully. This time we were fortunate enough to receive a contribution towards travel from the BL's own bursary scheme, as other people already on the list failed to turn up (?!) 

Two other benefits of the day? The BL serves lovely homemade-type biscuits, and its fascinating to hear the range of PhD research which is being undertaken. From medieval tapestries to Second World War servicemen, analysis of personal letter collections to transport studies, the variety is astonishing. But the one which intrigued me the most was a study of 'local authority damp litigation'...Who knew?